Mental Health Awareness

Hiding under the cover of darkness
Sin produce perversion
perversion corrupts the soul
mind will emotions

From a very young age

I learned to hide behind the lie
I learned to perform

pretend to keep going.
Reenacting dysfunctional

generational patterns.
In my walk my talk

my actions my movement.

I learned it I lived it I breathed it...I became it!

My soul was sick

The only way to change
Stop running from the pain
The longer u avoid it,

the greater the despair
Take off the mask,

peel back the layers, face it.
U get out what u put in
U harvest what u plant
Sin will continuously recreate

the same dysfunctional patterns

over n over again
So many of us are held captive,

slowly dying
While passing the same dysfunction

Along to our #children
What parents tolerate

children will do in excess!
That which u sow u shall also reap
Unless we deal with sin effectively

The perversion/the lie

will continue to grow n destroy lives.

Sin Sick cycles

cesspools of recycled waste

repeatedly being regurgitated n swallowed

#mentalhealth issues
We make allowances

give permission n passes.

We call evil good n good evil.

We diminished, deny, ignore,

stuff down, avoid anything

that makes us uncomfortable.
We paint pretty little perfect pictures

to escape into
pretending everything’s fine
Errbody know we lyin’
held captive to the lie
The soul that sin shall die!
(((Mark 9)))
All things are possible

for the one who believes!
There is a way to be free!
The Captive’s Release!
Arise n Shine!
U gotta get dirty

n pull up some weeds!
Come up hear n see
I AM that I AM
YHWH saves
Yeshua is the way the Truth the Life
Choose Life so you and your seed may live.



Buying things don’t make kids happy.

Buying things makes parents feel

better about what we believe is lacking.

Buying stuff is our attempt to cover up

feelings of guilt n inadequacy.

Trying to disguise

whatever sin we’re hiding…

it’s lying!


Wisdom is a Lady

It’s not the most popular vote that counts
The one that seems perfectly put together. Tailor made to fit your image
looking just the way u like it.
Your enemy will always appear as a friend. Mimicking your every move, doing all the things u like to do. Because He’s been watching u! A wannabe a cheap imitation of what u need. Pretending, just to get close to you! Offering smiles n gifts always in agreement with darkness.
Looking like a blessing… but will cost u everything!
Beware of the one who secretly plottin’ against u.

Wolves in sheep’s clothing
Looking to perfect to be authentic!
Remember Judas!
First the kiss then the backstabbing!

Now your friend, your brother, your ally, that ride or die!

The one u secretly despise!
The same one you look over n count out!
The one that won’t agree with the foolishness.
The one that always tellin’ you the Truth!

Now That’s God!

He don’t grandstand with flashy lights and shiny things. Always on tryna be seen!
Nope, That’s not Him!
You’ll find Him in a quiet whisper, always behind the scene diligently working, deep in the place no one wants to be in. Patiently waiting in the most unlikeliest place just so u can see Him!
If u don’t know Him you may not recognize when He passes by!

God has chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God has chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;

For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways mine, declares the LORD.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than yours!

Do not forsake her, and she will preserve you; Love her, and she will keep you. Wisdom is the principal thing;
Therefore get wisdom. And in all your getting, get understanding -(((Proverbs 4)))

YHWH saves
#Yeshua is the way the Truth the Life
Choose life so you and your seed may live!

Don’t miss Him catching after dead things!
The world is passing away, it’s a mirrored image of His Kingdom!
Everything backwards…
Full of Perversion n Corruption!
Death n destruction
Come out!



Released from the Beast!

Released from the Beast!
#Passover from Captivity to #Freedom

For many moons I drank its potion heavily sedated faded n dazed. Offerings of lucky charms n magic potions fueled my haze. Mumbling n stumbling overcome by euphoric bliss. Intrigued by the promise of nothingness. Lured away, hypnotized I strayed.
Engulfed by the fog of its enticing intoxication. I sojourned in its mystical labyrinth. Floating on clouds transcending into oblivion. Indulging in offerings of endless libations. Left incapacitated in an inebriated stupor I surrendered.

Escaping reality by retreating into insanity. Transfixed on the illusion of my new verisimilitude.
Succumbed to the trance of mind binding sorcery.
I never had a chance…
#Sobering reality I was hooked
My escape had gone
Plunged into darkness stripped to my core
No resemblance of life anymore.
Walking through the valley of the shadow of death
Like a captured prisoner of war
Lost in reality there’s no escaping this!
Tortured and tormented
Trapped and caged the beast raging!

The wages of sin is death…but the gift of God is eternal Life in #Christ
To God be the Glory!
I once was lost but now I’m found
A decade strong I soldier on!
The Captive’s Release
From death to Life I know the Way
(((Psalms 23)))
#Yeshua came and set me free!
(((John 10)))
#YHWH saves
Yeshua is the way the Truth the Life
Choose life so you and your seed may live

If u feed it it grows
U starve it, it dies!
What u stare at longest becomes strongest
What u give the most energy to will dominate u.
Lust of the eyes
The Lust of the flesh
The Pride of Life
Walk in the Spirit n u will not fulfill the Lust of the Flesh -Galatians 5

Desire conceived gives birth to sin, Sin fully grown gives birth to death.

Repent n Live – Ezekiel 18

#Passover from captivity to #Freedom

#Passover from captivity to #Freedom
When we are awaken from a deep sleep the shaking is violent!
Sold into #slavery Enslaved in captivity
#400years (((Genesis 15:13-14)))
Do not be deceived
The enemy is a deceiver a master manipulator
The lie ain’t never blatant it’s always disguised, very subtle, forever changing, slightly blurring the lines.
The compromise
It’s the lil foxes that spoil the vine
It’s the lil bit of yeast that makes the whole loaf rise.
Knowing the truth, The Truth shall set us free!
Wholeness n completion, soul body spirit all 3 must be #Redeemed
Joseph was sold into slavery favored in captivity 2nd in command in all the land Joseph died a slave.
Moses generation died wandering in the wilderness Couldn’t break free from mental captivity #Stockholm #PTSD

But Joshua lead ’em out of the wilderness across the Jordan into the Promised Land!
#Yehoshua/Joshua #Yeshua/#Jesus
mean #YHWH (I Am who I am) to save/
#YAHWEH is salvation
Babylon fallen
Let my people go
The Captive’s Release!

I am not eloquent in speech
but my hands are clean n my heart is pure.
Seated at the table
Feast in the presence of your enemies
Gotta be hungry to eat
#Jesus break bread with the broken
In the presence of Truth the lie can’t hide
The least of these The Father seeks!
Now The Pharisees religious pious self righteous men concerned with the outward appearance
Dying tryna cover up sin refusing to let Truth in
Hypocrites who love to pretend
Dead men hiding from The Father’s Presence (Adam n Eve hid behind fig leaves, same thing)
No matter how fractured unsophisticated unrefined uncouth uncultured tactless tacky awkward or uneducated you may appear to be
Don’t hide from the Truth! “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.” 1 Corinthians 9

Woe to you scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! Matthew 23 ((( Luke 18: 9-14)))
YHWH saves
Yeshua is the way the Truth the Life
Choose Life so you and your seed may live!

The Image of #US

Ignorance is not bliss
Tell the Truth n expose the lie!
Hidden in plain sight
The Truth disguised is still a lie!
Droppin lil clues playin wit u
Errthing celebrities do must first be approved
They call it PR cause it sound cute
A nice PC way to say they lyin’ to u
They create an image for u to buy into.
#WhitneyHouston America’s pop princess was really Nippy a gospel singer from Brick City
Targeting+Marketing+Producing+Promoting =Influencing
Programming callin’ it entertainment
And errbody brought it!
Payin ‘em to deceive u
to miseducate n mislead u
To rule n to dominate
To control n manipulate
Evil geniuses plottin’ sinister schemes to destroy God’s seeds!
Perversion n Corruption causin’ Chaos n Destruction
Can’t get paid if u ain’t playin’ da money game
No character No intergrity
No unity in our communities
Sold ya soul for a penny wit a hole
Ya thoughts ain’t ya own…think!

(Living Wells dig deep drink)

Don’t fall for the setup
Gotcha bowed down bent over
Mesmerized worshipping false gods
Sold u a dream, a make believe fantasy
a mirrored image, a mirage
an illusion u hypnotized
But the Truth shall set #US free
Wisdom is the principal thing, in all your getting get an understanding
Question everything
Come up hear n see
Babylon fallen
The Enemy’s well orchestrated plan to destroy the soul of man
Appealing to n exploiting man’s proclivities
Exposing the desires of the heart
The lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes and the pride of life is not of the Father but of the world.(1 John 2)
Be not deceived; God is not mocked whatsoever a man sow he will reap
Jeremiah 11
YHWH saves
Yeshua is the way the Truth the Life
Choose life so you and your seed may live!
Arise n shine for your Light has come!
The Captives Release
#NipseyHussle #RIP

Rebuild the Walls!

The Gathering
Rebuild the walls n gates
Live in #peace
#Shalom quiet rest, safe in mind, body n spirit completeness fullness wholeness

Book of Nehemiah
In the Month of Aviv/Nisan
Marching orders!
Repair and restore
Safe and secure fortify the city
New season
shift focus
It is finished!

A secret enemy, a mocking accuser a rain storm of opposition, rivalry, intimidation Insults n false accusations. Sabotage, discouragement, distractions, sent to wary us in the work of the Lord
But #YAHWEH is good!
stay focused on the mission

Hear O our God for we are despised; turn their reproach on their own heads…

We wrestle not against flesh n blood…
For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds. Our fight is not with man, our WARFARE is spiritual in the HEAVENLIES for the soul of man.

The enemy is defeated, #Victory is already won!
Stay focused on the #purpose
We have been trusted with a wonderful treasure. Guard it with the help of the Holy Spirit who lives in us.
Allowing the peace of God to rule in our hearts, It is for peace that we were chosen to be together in one body
Be thankful -Colossians 3 (posture)

The peace of God which surpasses all understanding will guard our hearts and mind in Christ #Jesus
When the opposition intensified we stay steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that in the Lord our labor is not in vain. We must defend what God has given us to defend. We do not have to address anything that does not concern the assignment. Stay focused rebuild n repair the walls n gates in peace
In this season of Aviv/Nisan
Prepared n positioned fresh ideas new strategies

Thy Kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven
Souls souls souls!
Everything else is vanity

Peace be upon you always Shalom
#Pray for the peace of #Jerusalem May they prosper who love u May peace be within your walls n prosperity within your palaces.

YHWH saves
#Yeshua is the way the Truth the Life
Choose life so you and your seed may live!

#4cryinoutloud911 .com


That which was scattered returns
Under the harshest conditions
broken n destitute
From my mother’s womb
Fighting forces
voices warring against me
Violated forcefully
Trying to take captive my Soul
To pervert His seed
Hidden in dirt
Cultivated secretly
Called out of darkness
To radiate His light
Like a diamond shinin’
His star shines bright
A long journey home
Who Am I
Fearfully n wonderfully made
No lies no labels
No facades no fables
Truth identified
Made in His image
Spirit filled
Sanctified n sealed
Sin no longer reigns
Truth revealed
The captive’s release
The enemy tried to kill me
But I AM alive to God be the Glory!
Neva quite fit
For such a time as this
Tilt ya head
Come up hear n see
What was sent to destroy
Has catapulted me!
Yes the weapon was formed
Then used to propel me!
Wrestled with principalities, against powers
against rulers of the darkness
against spiritual wickedness in high places.
Left broken n wounded
Scarred but healed
That which tried to kill steal destroy
Must bow down and serve purpose fully!
To catch a thief!
Recompense paid n full
To the victor goes the spoils of war
#Jesus has render the enemy powerless
A defeated foe!

Laid at His feet like a dead man
He pours out His Love
filling me to overflow
Saturated in His Presence
Cultivate by Truth
Pierced by His Word
Cleansed n Purged
Molded n crafted
Until I saw His reflection
I’ve been made new!
From broken n destitute to abundantly living
i AM Here
I AM a witness
U can not kill what is eternal
They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony
Revelation 12

#YHWH saves
Yeshua is the way the Truth the Life
Choose life so you and your seed may live!
Roll the stone away!

#4cryinoutloud911 .com
Babylon fallen
Arise and Shine for your Light has come!


Blood stained soil
From deep within the bowels of the Earth
The blood cries out
The Exodus to Freedom…
Thru Ol’ negro spiritual
Wade In the water
Parting of the red sea
Hymns that neva stopped singin’
Let my people go
Echoing through the corridor of time
Commanding dem dry bones 2 come alive
Etched into our souls, engraved crossed our hearts
Our soul cry
Now Let me fly
We stand strong in honor of those who have come and gone
We’ve journeyed a long ways
From captivity into the wilderness
But we can’t stay…

Arise and Shine
Behold a new day
Come up hear and see

both Moses and Martin
Perched high
on the mountaintop
Gazing into the Promised Land
Mine eyes has seen the glory of the coming of the Lord…

On the wings of #prayer
Surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses
We march on
It’s always the darkest before the dawn
Then the Morning came
Breakthrough emerged
Ushering in
The Second Coming
The Bright Morning Star!
Come quickly Lord Jesus!

“I just want to do God’s will. And He’s allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I’ve looked over. And I’ve seen the Promised Land. I may not get there with you. But I want you to know tonight, that we, as a people, will get to the Promised Land. So I’m happy, tonight. I’m not worried about anything. I’m not fearing any man. Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord.” #MLK

The Captives Release!
YHWH saves
#Jesus is the way the Truth the Life!
Choose life so you and your seed may live!



Chew n Swallow

Chew n Swallow
When u keep em hungry they’ll eat anything
I gets #crangry (Psalm 23)
#iseeu chained
To a system that was neva designed to serve u but for u to serve it
If it ain’t broke why fix it
Comfy cozy content
Believin’ the lie
chasin da dream
A strong delusion
open up ya eyes
Born into captivity u ain’t free
Not home, Stockholm
A prisoner To a system of beliefs
U see da Truth n still don’t believe it
Keep chewin’
This chess not checkers Strategic
Like a pawn U bein’ play’d wit
Preyin’ on ya ignorance
Keep em weak
Keep em sick
Off balance Unstable
control n manipulate
divide n conquer
A house divided cannot stand
Believin’ u betta off than da next man
#unity in da community
There’s strength in numbers
I AM my brotha’s keeper
Not his competitor
Strengthen da foundation
Rebuild da infrastructure

#Money is the answer to all THINGS, but that’s it
When more ain’t enough
Money over everything
Lose ya mind
no common sense, no moral standard
Anything goes
Chase da bag get all u can get
Like pacman no matter how many pellets he get, He still trapped in da maze
Da #Matrix
Ignorance ain’t bliss
Wisdom is the principal thing, go get it!
(Proverbs 4)
Tilt ya head


Folks gave way mo’ than they’ve gained
Jus like da wolf dat lick’d da blade
Name ya fav celeb
Lifestyle of da rich n famous
Blood shed
Devour billions of souls n called it eatin’
Sold for a penny wit a hole in it
Deny God to worship Satan
A crooked n perverse nation
Purpose served led da masses astray
The stage is set
Ya influence no longer necessary
scramblin’ tryna keep up da charade
But the veil been rent,
They know n y’all see it!
Temporary moments of pleasure
settling for less
Greater is only revealed
to those who’ve mastered it’s wait/weight
Don’t compromise Truth for a lie
If u stand for nothing you’ll fall
Arise n Shine for your Light has come
The Captives Release
Babylon fallen
YHWH saves….Yeshua is the way the Truth the Life
Choose life so you and your seed may live!
#4cryinoutloud911 .com

Undying Love

God knows she prays
many sleepless nights and early morning #prayer
interceding through tears, He hears
Love covers a multitude of sin
His mercy endures….
A picture of undying #Love
Love unconditionally,
From barren to fertile
Weeping uncontrollablly
her tears waters her seeds
Out of pain and suffering she brings forth
Increase and Authority

Son of my pain
To His Father’s right hand
From sorrow to strength
Righteous Authority!

A mother: one who perseveres life
while sacrificing her own.
Rachel weeps for her children.
Refusing to be comforted because her children are gone.
endlessly weeping…
A witness to the state of humanity
Her children are gone
Lost in captivity
Pleading their return

A mother’s grieving heart
No greater human love
No deeper human sorrow,
God hears a mother’s tears

The Birth of True Repentance
Souls full of rebellion
broken hearted
pray without ceasing
Turn back to the Father
Lesson learned!

Never give up hope for the future
Our Father will defend His children.
Return from the land of the enemy
to their own borders.

Arise n shine for your Light has come!
The captives release!
(Joel 2)
Babylon fallen
#YHWH saves
#Yeshua is the way the Truth the Life!
Choose life so you and your seed may live!

#4cryinoutloud911 .com

“A sound is heard in Ramah—
bitter crying and great sadness.
Rachel cries for her children,
and she refuses to be comforted,
because her children are gone.”

But the Lord says, “Stop crying.
Don’t fill your eyes with tears.
You will be rewarded for your work.”
This message is from the Lord.
“The people of Israel will come back from their enemy’s land.

Israel, there is hope for you.”
This message is from the Lord.
“Your children will come back to their own land
(Jeremiah 31, Matthew 2)