Broken Open

Lookin thru the lookin glass
Who do I see?
Am I the one looking into the mirror
the one staring back at me
By the age of 3 split in 2
2 faces in 2 places
Down thru the rabbit hole I go
The illusion
the facade
The plastered smile
master of disguise
Entombed in a cement grave
There’s where my stolen innocence lie
Gone were the days of the bright eyed naïveté

Directed in ways that please lustful desires
Longing for the touch of a small child
The weight of his flesh crushing my innocence
Hands as shards of broken glass
Cuttin into my soul
Disappeared without trace
They never knew I was gone
Broken n shattered
Choking off muffled screams
lifeless stiff to scared to breathe
Captured by darkness
Imprisoned by death
Watching helplessly as life slowly disintegrated
haunted by shadows of yesterday
Taunted by past memories
Trapped in this hellish nightmare
fully awake
As far as the eye could see
A multitude of corpses staring back at me
surrounded by zombies
Filling their bellies and
picking their teeth
cleaning the bones
feasting off rotted flesh
The putrefied stench of death
Billowing through the darkness
Enslaved for decades by fear and torment
I wept and I prayed
I cried out until #Yeshua came
Light invaded the darkness
Death fled
Crawling through dirt and dust
through mud and muck
Stumbling and falling
Desperately seeking
I hear him calling
Standing with outstretched arms
collapsing in His bosom
My refuge my fortress
Hidden in His presence
Laying @ His feet
By His grace created in His image
discovered the spiritual accidentally on purpose
The carbon became a diamond
The sand becomes a pearl
The caterpillar grew wings
crushed and bruised until oil starts flowing
Broken open
4such a time as this
Father knows best
Jesus is the Way the Truth the Life

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The Churched!

The Churched…

We need His presence

Its not enough to say you’re a “Christian” or be a regular church attendee!

Amen, Hallelujah, prosperity
blessed and highly favored
Praise God,
God is good all the time!
are all buzz words used to identify a group of people in popular culture, its trendy.
They sound good to those who hear them. They make us look good and godly outwardly
but are our hearts far from Him???

Modern day “Secular Christianity”
The appearance of godliness, a fake, a counterfeit.

When we choose to go our own way, do our own thing its doesn’t matter how many religious practices or religious jargon we use, life is not there.
(Galatians 1)
Going through the motions
But the Glory of God has departed
dead – Ichabod!
There’s a huge difference, a great chasm
between holy and worldly.
Neither can exist in the presence of the other.
God knows the difference between doing it for show to appease others and having a sincere heart to please him.
We must continuously examine our hearts.

Is it the Spirit of God, Jesus the Christ?

Who is it?
Is it religious tradition, a counterfeit familiar spirit, a trend

What is it?
Having a form of godliness but denying the power.

We can fool people but we ain’t foolin’ God!
God will not be trifled with.
The wages of sin is death
but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ!
Galatians 6:7-8
7 Do not be deceived: God is not mocked, for whatever one sows, that will he also reap. 8 For the one who sows to his own flesh will from the flesh reap corruption, but the one who sows to the Spirit will from the Spirit reap eternal life.

*God is a Spirit, and they that worship Him must worship Him in Spirit and in Truth

Seek Him while He may be found! (Isaiah 55)

Jesus is the only way the Truth the life
choose life so you and your seed may live!





2 Timothy 3 The Message (MSG)
Difficult Times Ahead…

Get Out!

Get Out!
On the road to death and destruction…
When I know the pathway to life is going the other way.
I gotta turn and walk away.
We wrestle not against flesh and blood…
My unwillingness to conform to this world made me an enemy
when I decided to revolt
It forced me to see!
Misery loves company
Dysfunction breeds more dysfunction!
And insanity is doing the same thing and expecting something different!
Like crabs in a barrel
Maintaining the status quo
Adding to the chaos and confusion.

Chuck up the Deuces…


I’m out!

I see…
I see who’s pulling the strings.
I see who’s controlling everybody!
I get out!
The box, the cage… if you stay its your grave!
When you’re ready to escape… Repent!

Turn and walk the other way.

As in the days of Noah (Matthew 24)
Way too busy focusing on the wrong things.
You say mental health but it’s all demonic!
Get out!
The world is passing away open up your eyes…and see
Open the bible, read!
Pray for wisdom and understanding
Pray for the Holy Spirit to reveal all Truth.
Our only hope of escaping is through Christ Jesus
Our salvation!
Can’t get under it, can’t get over it, can’t go around it, gotta go through it!!
Y’all betta come on!!!
U coming?
Yeshua is the only way to be safe/saved!
He is the way the truth the life!
He is the door, the pathway back to our Source
The Father of lights/ life…
Choose life so you and your seed may live!
God bless!
Come out!
There are no gray areas to hide in the Kingdom of God
Either you in or you out
Either you hot or you not
Either you filled with the Holy Spirit or the demonic!
The Holy Spirit gives life and power
The demonic takes it away
Do not be deceived
Babylon’s fallen!
“Oh, that you would tear the heavens open and come down — at your Presence the mountains would melt, as fire sets brushwood alight, as fire causes water to boil — to make known your name to your enemies, and make the nations tremble at your Presence…” (Is.63:19).
My heart’s cry is for those who don’t understand their need to be rescued…I pray you’re understanding is enlighten and your heart soften.
And for those who do know, be still and know! Get low stay low, When this passover, you will remain!
Trust God He got this!!!
We gonna make it!

Come up hear and see!

New Life…

A New day has emerged
A day is as a thousand years and a thousand years is as a day.

Old things have passed away behold all things made new…

*The process
Living in purpose…letting go!
The Shift
John 20
Jesus said, “Don’t cling to me, for I have not yet ascended to the Father. Go to my brothers and tell them, ‘I ascend to my Father and your Father, my God and your God.’”
(The New…)
It’s always darkest before dawning of a new day
Mary did not recognize Jesus in the new… way.
She had not yet realize the shift had been made. Unable to comprehend what was unfamiliar. Desperately trying to hold on to what use to be. (My people perish for lack of knowledge)
The past is over, the old has passed away, the only thing back there is dead. Time to grow, time to let go. To stretch our understanding, to expand our way of thinking believing perceiving being!
Come up…hear and see!
When Jesus revealed the new… Mary was still bound to the old…
The Truth was staring her in the face but she didn’t have a clue. She called him the gardener, unfamiliar and unrelated, a stranger she never knew!
When Jesus spoke darkness broke! Reaching back pulling her out, called forth by name. The eyes of her understanding were enlighten by Truth.
With ears to hear and eyes to see, My sheep know my voice!
Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God!
The shift
The breakthrough
From darkness to light, from death to life!
Positioned in purpose, receiving life.
Standing in the presence of grace and truth!
Identity tied to the same old thing

Struggling to let go

Dying to hold on
Bound to familiarity, looking back to what use to be.
The old way of being, the faulty thinking, an optical illusion, a perceptual distortion.
Cease to exist…
the old had passed away
Behold I do a new thing! (Isaiah 43)
In order to receive the new we must let go of the old!
Being comfortable being uncomfortable!
To break free, passover from death to life
think, hear see, be!
It’s the darkest before the dawn
The dawning of a new day!
The Son has risen!
Be ye transformed!
From darkness to light
From death to life!
Let there be light!
A new day, a new way
The New birth…
To receive the new… release the old!
Lazarus come forth!
Arise and Shine for your light has come!
The past has passed away, its over, its dead!
Behold the new!
Revelation 21…
Come and thirst no more!
Rivers of living water, wellsprings of life
streaming, running, gushing and overflowing…
Life is fluid, life is motion like waves in an ocean constantly changing, constantly moving.
It’s time
Letting go of the old
Grabbing hold of the new.
Behold, All things made new!
Jesus is the way the truth the life choose life so you and your seed may live!
#4cryinoutloud911 .com

May have some scars but I’m still healed!

When He called out to me and I turned and walked away…
He kept me!
When hell tormented me and death tortured me…He kept me!
The Spirit of the Living God invaded my captivity and set me free!
Created in purpose for such a time as this!
All that I’ve had to walk through all that I’ve endured
To God be the glory!
By God’s grace and mercy I’m still standing… I still remain!
He is faithful and true He is worthy to be praised!
When I was dead in sin, He told me to live!
He kept me!
When I was struggling to take my next breath, He breathed new life in me.
He kept me…
When I was losing my mind he gave me His.
He kept me!
Left for dead, He raised me!
When all others had forsaken me…
He kept me…
When evil people came against me… He covered and protected me!
Broken into a million pieces…He loved me into wholeness!
When I had nothing left…He treasured all I had to give!
He kept me!
When I was homeless hopeless misused abused rejected mocked ridiculed…
precious in His sight, worth more valuable than rubies, I am His!
The world’s trash is really God’s treasure!
Hidden in plain sight!
He kept me…
What was meant to harm me God used for my good!
He is faithful and true and worthy to be praised!
He is my rock…
On Him I stand!
*Arise and shine!
Be of good courage, fear not
If God is for us who can be against us!
(Finally…At last…Right on time…
Joseph: May Jehovah add/give increase…
The process
Sold into slavery…
The forgotten remembered!
Called forth out of obscurity!
Preserved for such a time as this!
The captive’s release…
Positioned for purpose!

Out of darkness The Truth is revealed!)


Been there done that…#lived2tellaboutit

Ain’t no man exempt Ignorance is not bliss! Wisdom is the principal thing therefore get wisdom, with all thy getting, get an understanding.
We wrestle not against flesh and blood…
The enemy has three temptations/distractions
The lust of the flesh
The lust of the eyes
The pride of life (Matthew 4)
Drug sex and rock and roll
entertaining the flesh…
Pride comes before the fall…
Pride will knock you off your high horse and face plant ya! (The face plant is called God’s grace, saved my life)
7 times a righteous man falls… get up and walk!
What the world think is crazy ain’t as crazy as you think…Listen!
Tilt your head see the strings!
There are those who were born to see ahead of time. There are those who were born to provoke change and then there are those who were born but choose to die in vain.
Stuck in the dark ages, while others are light years away.
(come up hear and see)

People try to kill what they don’t understand (the fear of man)

When you control the way a man thinks and speaks, when you silence his voice not only do you control him but everyone connected to him…Nations 4 generations…(seeds)
When the minority tells the majority that the majority is the minority and the majority believes it…
The war is in the mind 4 the soul
*What profits a man to gain the whole world but loses his soul
When The enemy takes you to that high place and offers you the world if you bow. You become ensnared/enslaved… Now you keeping up the performance and appearance
Dying to maintain the status quo
The higher you go the greater you compromise the soul.
 Be careful
Grace is the face plant! (The stripping away of the pom and circumstance, the fluff, the idols errected in God’s place. The bare bones minimum, all that is useless gets blown away Grace.)
When you smack and you find yourself looking up face smashed…now the dilemma… do you get back on and do it all over again (insanity) or have you learned the lesson get up and start walking!
Until we feel the depth of darkness and death, we will not understand our need to be rescued.
The desperation for salvation!
(The answer
Daniel 4
Acts 9)
When we turn to God and cry out He will rescue us outta death’s destruction
Jesus is the only way out…
Yeshua is the way the truth the life
Anything apart from receiving salvation is death.
This chess not checkers…Please pray for those strategically placed in high places to shape the minds and voices of the majority…Nations 4 Generations…seeds!
***Ladies and Gentlemen
Come up hear and see
This is not a dress rehearsal…the stage has been set
For such a time as this…
we in it now…dressed in full regalia!
Shift 1 Kings 19…
Sifting the tares and wheat
Call down fire…
Jesus is the way the truth the life
Choose life so you and your seed may live!

God bless

Love ya 2 life 4real
Repent or perish








*Don’t lose sight of the Truth.

There are Christians and then there are followers of The Way(the truth the life) The Christ, The Christos, The Messiah, HaMashiach The Anointed one… *The Way!

Everybody ain’t bow to Baal… there are still those willing to stand…in the fire and remain!
Chosen by grace!
Come up hear and see…
Look up…to the victor goes the spoils!
*Yeshua (Salvation) is the only way!
Keep going!
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