Broken Open

Lookin thru the lookin glass
Who do I see?
Am I the one looking into the mirror
or
the one staring back at me
By the age of 3 split in 2
2 faces in 2 places
Retreat
Wonderland
Down thru the rabbit hole I go
The illusion
the facade
The plastered smile
master of disguise
Entombed in a cement grave
There’s where my stolen innocence lie
Gone were the days of the bright eyed naïveté

Directed in ways that please lustful desires
Longing for the touch of a small child
The weight of his flesh crushing my innocence
Hands as shards of broken glass
Cuttin into my soul
Disappeared without trace
They never knew I was gone
Broken n shattered
Choking off muffled screams
lifeless stiff to scared to breathe
Ravaged
Captured by darkness
Imprisoned by death
Watching helplessly as life slowly disintegrated
haunted by shadows of yesterday
Taunted by past memories
Trapped in this hellish nightmare
fully awake
As far as the eye could see
A multitude of corpses staring back at me
surrounded by zombies
Filling their bellies and
picking their teeth
cleaning the bones
feasting off rotted flesh
The putrefied stench of death
Billowing through the darkness
Enslaved for decades by fear and torment
I wept and I prayed
I cried out until #Yeshua came
Light invaded the darkness
Death fled
Crawling through dirt and dust
through mud and muck
Stumbling and falling
Weaken
Desperately seeking
I hear him calling
Standing with outstretched arms
collapsing in His bosom
My refuge my fortress
Hidden in His presence
Laying @ His feet
By His grace created in His image
discovered the spiritual accidentally on purpose
The carbon became a diamond
The sand becomes a pearl
and
The caterpillar grew wings
crushed and bruised until oil starts flowing
Broken open
4such a time as this
#TrustGod
#trusttheprocess
Father knows best
Jesus is the Way the Truth the Life
SCREAM SHOUT YELL it out!
#4cryinoutloud911.com

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