Lookin thru the lookin glass
Who do I see?
Am I the one looking into the mirror
the one staring back at me
By the age of 3 split in 2
2 faces in 2 places
Down thru the rabbit hole I go
The plastered smile
master of disguise
Entombed in a cement grave
There’s where my stolen innocence lie
Gone were the days of the bright eyed naïveté
Directed in ways that please lustful desires
Longing for the touch of a small child
The weight of his flesh crushing my innocence
Hands as shards of broken glass
Cuttin into my soul
Disappeared without trace
They never knew I was gone
Broken n shattered
Choking off muffled screams
lifeless stiff to scared to breathe
Captured by darkness
Imprisoned by death
Watching helplessly as life slowly disintegrated
haunted by shadows of yesterday
Taunted by past memories
Trapped in this hellish nightmare
As far as the eye could see
A multitude of corpses staring back at me
surrounded by zombies
Filling their bellies and
picking their teeth
cleaning the bones
feasting off rotted flesh
The putrefied stench of death
Billowing through the darkness
Enslaved for decades by fear and torment
I wept and I prayed
I cried out until #Yeshua came
Light invaded the darkness
Crawling through dirt and dust
through mud and muck
Stumbling and falling
I hear him calling
Standing with outstretched arms
collapsing in His bosom
My refuge my fortress
Hidden in His presence
Laying @ His feet
By His grace created in His image
discovered the spiritual accidentally on purpose
The carbon became a diamond
The sand becomes a pearl
The caterpillar grew wings
crushed and bruised until oil starts flowing
4such a time as this
Father knows best
Jesus is the Way the Truth the Life
SCREAM SHOUT YELL it out!
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We need His presence
Its not enough to say you’re a “Christian” or be a regular church attendee!
Amen, Hallelujah, prosperity
blessed and highly favored
God is good all the time!
are all buzz words used to identify a group of people in popular culture, its trendy.
They sound good to those who hear them. They make us look good and godly outwardly
but are our hearts far from Him???
Modern day “Secular Christianity”
The appearance of godliness, a fake, a counterfeit.
When we choose to go our own way, do our own thing its doesn’t matter how many religious practices or religious jargon we use, life is not there.
Going through the motions
But the Glory of God has departed
dead – Ichabod!
There’s a huge difference, a great chasm
between holy and worldly.
Neither can exist in the presence of the other.
God knows the difference between doing it for show to appease others and having a sincere heart to please him.
We must continuously examine our hearts.
Is it the Spirit of God, Jesus the Christ?
Who is it?
Is it religious tradition, a counterfeit familiar spirit, a trend
What is it?
Having a form of godliness but denying the power.
We can fool people but we ain’t foolin’ God!
God will not be trifled with.
The wages of sin is death
but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ!
7 Do not be deceived: God is not mocked, for whatever one sows, that will he also reap. 8 For the one who sows to his own flesh will from the flesh reap corruption, but the one who sows to the Spirit will from the Spirit reap eternal life.
*God is a Spirit, and they that worship Him must worship Him in Spirit and in Truth
Seek Him while He may be found! (Isaiah 55)
Jesus is the only way the Truth the life
choose life so you and your seed may live!
SCREAM SHOUT YELL it out!
2 Timothy 3 The Message (MSG)
Difficult Times Ahead…
Chuck up the Deuces…
Turn and walk the other way.
Struggling to let go
Out of darkness The Truth is revealed!)