U matter!

Under the control of her abuser
When he call she comes running!
He black her eye she ask why?
He beats her senseless
She looks at him in bewilderment!
Surprised every time!
She tries and she tries to be what he desires
Never quite reaching the mark
Never quite being good enough
His rejection leaves her starving for his affection
Trading her dignity for his acceptance!
More submissive less attractive, more agreeable less vocal, more domesticated less social, more teachable less successful!
Every time she reaches the line he moves it!
Forever chasing his delusions…
Just like an abused woman!

Mind control…history repeats
We keep doing the same ol’ thing
and excepting something different.
Insanity…
Conforming to a world you weren’t created to be a part of
Fighting to be a part of a system perverse and corrupt
Pleading, begging, marching, protesting
picket lines, picket signs
singing, screaming… #nojusticenopeace #equality
Generation after generation, decade after decade, year after year for hundreds of years
Day after day we kneel in rejection
beggin
cries fall on deaf ears
If it ain’t broke why fix it?
There ain’t no problem if I don’t see it
Justice is blind!
but we keep on tryin’
we knockin’
we dyin’
we hopin’ that one day
we’ll be seen as more than three fifths of a human being!

*The abuser never thinks he’s abusive!

*Freedom’s on the other side…
open the door walk through it!
Come up hear and see!
If we change the way we think, we’ll change what we’ve been seeing!
#WAKE UP
#RepentorPerish
SCREAM SHOUT YELL it out!
#4cryinoutloud911.com
#unity
#standtogether
#courage
#nofear
#compassion
#bekind
#changetheworld
#awareness
#support

#stopbullying
#Survivors
#dvam
#domesticviolenceawareness
#domesticabuse
#violence
#mentalhealth
#thisisamerica
#blackexcellence
#blackisbeautiful
#blacklivesmatter
#yourvoicematters
#freedom
#hiphop
#takeaknee
#cardib
#2018election

#WhyIDidntReport

#WhyIDidntReport
Because…I knew not 2.
We’ve been programmed not to tell.
We hide the truth and live the lie!
We learn to adapt to the #stigma

the shame

the embarrassment

that comes along with being #sexuallyharassed #abused #assaulted etc…

Little girls are programmed to believe we’re nothing more than objects to be played with like…#Barbie
We normalize being objectified
We purchase big boobs and fake behinds
then photograph our ass-ests like they’re faces!
#changeisgood

#bethechange

Your grandmother
Your mother
Your sister
Your wife
Your daughter!
They have a story too!
*Only 1 of 5 *REPORT* being victimized…
#1isTooMany
#silencekill
#talkaboutit
We’re as sick as our secrets!
Keeping secrets keep us sick
We must be willing to deal with it to heal from it
As mothers we raise #men to protect #women not violate them.
SCREAM SHOUT YELL it out!
#4cryinoutloud911
***Don’t blame the victim!***
#believethesurvivor
#ibelieveher
#iseeyou
#queen
#iloveu
#noshame
#metoo
#mentoo
#nomeansno
#sexualharrassment
#sexualabuse
#sexualassault
#empowerment
#mentalhealthmatters
#sherecovers
#beencouraged
#endrapeculture
#stopvictimblaming
#stopvictimshaming
#godbless

#romancatholicchurch

#donaldtrump
#billcosby
#rkelly

Let Love In

Scratch a lie find a thief…

Seeking after Truth…
Because you know there’s more
At the end of your search
The Truth will be revealed

You will discover:
Truth ain’t facts
The Truth is real!

Turn around go the other way…
There are 2 pathways…
1 way leads to death
1 way leads to Life!
(Choose life)

Our Heavenly Father, Our Creator, Our Source of Light, Our Source of Life has provided the only pathway to escape death and destruction.
Yeshua is the way… the truth… the life!
There’s no other way back to the Father of lights except through His Son Jesus Christ.
Jesus in Hebrew means Yeshua
Yeshua means salvation
Yeshua Hamashiach
Our Salvation our only pathway back to Our Heavenly Father Our Source of Life.
(my people perish from the lack of knowledge)
#Resurrection Life
#TheProdigalsReturn

Truth is not learned
He’s revealed…
To know Truth
He must be in you.
Without being born again
You are a dead man walking.

No amount of intellect or wealth can save you:
From the pathway of death and destruction
darkness and deception…
Don’t let ’em lie 2 ya!

#RepentorPerish
Turn around and walk away…
You’re going the wrong way!

*Choose Life so you and your seed may live!

The Way…

The Truth…

The Life…

…is seeking after you!

Stop running from The Truth

Open up your heart and Let Him in!
Live life in Love…Let Love in!
Love Always Win!

SCREAM SHOUT YELL it out!
#4cryinoutloud911.com

#live #life #love #iloveyou #truth #God #son #yeshua #jesuschrist #jesuslovesu #jesussaves #Repent #chooselife #resurrection #Amen #thankyou
#Godbless
#Iloveu

Truth…

Break Bread!

Pimps
Prostitutes
Liars
Thieves
Murders
Criminals
Gang bangers
Thugs
Doctors
Lawyers
Politicians…
Disciples…
The least of these
Breaking bread…dining with sinners.
Come Home
The Prodigals Return…

Seated at the table

They opened the door and invited Him in…
They knew they had a great need for him.
He did not sit down to partake in their sin
He sat at the table to enlighten them.
Shining in darkness the light of men
compelling them to come and follow Him
Opening blind eyes to see
the Way… the Truth the Life!
Revealing the Truth…Jesus the #Christ

There’s a greater portion for every sinner who’s willing to come
Partake
commune
break bread with Truth!
(Mark 2:13-17, Matthew 9:10-17, Luke 5:29-39)

***Communion opens blind eyes to see Him***

*Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore get wisdom: and with all your getting get understanding
*He that walks with wise men shall be wise: but a companion of fools shall be destroyed.

Live in Truth or die in sin.

If you stand for nothing you’ll fall for anything!

Jesus is the way the Truth the Life
Choose Life so you and your seed may live!

#RepentorPerish

SCREAM SHOUT YELL it out!
#4cryinoutloud911.com
#truth
#iloveyou
#live
#life
#love
#God
#son
#yeshua
#jesuschrist
#jesusloves
#jesussaves
#Repent
#chooselife
#resurrection
#Godbless
#prisonreform
#urban
#blackpastors
#Amen

Broken Open

Lookin thru the lookin glass
Who do I see?
Am I the one looking into the mirror
or
the one staring back at me
By the age of 3 split in 2
2 faces in 2 places
Retreat
Wonderland
Down thru the rabbit hole I go
The illusion
the facade
The plastered smile
master of disguise
Entombed in a cement grave
There’s where my stolen innocence lie
Gone were the days of the bright eyed naïveté

Directed in ways that please lustful desires
Longing for the touch of a small child
The weight of his flesh crushing my innocence
Hands as shards of broken glass
Cuttin into my soul
Disappeared without trace
They never knew I was gone
Broken n shattered
Choking off muffled screams
lifeless stiff to scared to breathe
Ravaged
Captured by darkness
Imprisoned by death
Watching helplessly as life slowly disintegrated
haunted by shadows of yesterday
Taunted by past memories
Trapped in this hellish nightmare
fully awake
As far as the eye could see
A multitude of corpses staring back at me
surrounded by zombies
Filling their bellies and
picking their teeth
cleaning the bones
feasting off rotted flesh
The putrefied stench of death
Billowing through the darkness
Enslaved for decades by fear and torment
I wept and I prayed
I cried out until #Yeshua came
Light invaded the darkness
Death fled
Crawling through dirt and dust
through mud and muck
Stumbling and falling
Weaken
Desperately seeking
I hear him calling
Standing with outstretched arms
collapsing in His bosom
My refuge my fortress
Hidden in His presence
Laying @ His feet
By His grace created in His image
discovered the spiritual accidentally on purpose
The carbon became a diamond
The sand becomes a pearl
and
The caterpillar grew wings
crushed and bruised until oil starts flowing
Broken open
4such a time as this
#TrustGod
#trusttheprocess
Father knows best
Jesus is the Way the Truth the Life
SCREAM SHOUT YELL it out!
#4cryinoutloud911.com

#recovery #healed #jesussaves #freedom #Godbless #iloveyou @kidsforprivacy #childhoodtrauma #saveourchildren #protectourchildren #sexualabuse #missingkids #statutoryrape #rape #pornography #sextrafficking #backpage #domesticviolence #metoo #noshame #mentalhealth #addiction #speakout #speakupspeakout #breakthesilence #pedophile #pedophilia

The Churched!

The Churched…

We need His presence

Its not enough to say you’re a “Christian” or be a regular church attendee!

Amen, Hallelujah, prosperity
blessed and highly favored
Praise God,
God is good all the time!
are all buzz words used to identify a group of people in popular culture, its trendy.
They sound good to those who hear them. They make us look good and godly outwardly
but are our hearts far from Him???

Worldly…
Modern day “Secular Christianity”
The appearance of godliness, a fake, a counterfeit.
#talkaboutit

When we choose to go our own way, do our own thing its doesn’t matter how many religious practices or religious jargon we use, life is not there.
(Galatians 1)
Going through the motions
But the Glory of God has departed
dead – Ichabod!
There’s a huge difference, a great chasm
between holy and worldly.
Neither can exist in the presence of the other.
God knows the difference between doing it for show to appease others and having a sincere heart to please him.
We must continuously examine our hearts.

Is it the Spirit of God, Jesus the Christ?

Who is it?
Is it religious tradition, a counterfeit familiar spirit, a trend

What is it?
Having a form of godliness but denying the power.

We can fool people but we ain’t foolin’ God!
God will not be trifled with.
The wages of sin is death
but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ!
Galatians 6:7-8
7 Do not be deceived: God is not mocked, for whatever one sows, that will he also reap. 8 For the one who sows to his own flesh will from the flesh reap corruption, but the one who sows to the Spirit will from the Spirit reap eternal life.

*God is a Spirit, and they that worship Him must worship Him in Spirit and in Truth

Seek Him while He may be found! (Isaiah 55)

#RepentorPerish
Jesus is the only way the Truth the life
choose life so you and your seed may live!

#Repent

#FollowJesus

#GodisLove
#Godbless

SCREAM SHOUT YELL it out!
4cryinoutloud911.com

2 Timothy 3 The Message (MSG)
Difficult Times Ahead…

Get Out!

Get Out!
On the road to death and destruction…
When I know the pathway to life is going the other way.
I gotta turn and walk away.
We wrestle not against flesh and blood…
My unwillingness to conform to this world made me an enemy
when I decided to revolt
It forced me to see!
Misery loves company
Dysfunction breeds more dysfunction!
And insanity is doing the same thing and expecting something different!
Like crabs in a barrel
Maintaining the status quo
Adding to the chaos and confusion.

Chuck up the Deuces…

Peace!

I’m out!

I see…
I see who’s pulling the strings.
I see who’s controlling everybody!
I get out!
The box, the cage… if you stay its your grave!
When you’re ready to escape… Repent!

Turn and walk the other way.

Truth:
As in the days of Noah (Matthew 24)
Way too busy focusing on the wrong things.
You say mental health but it’s all demonic!
Get out!
The world is passing away open up your eyes…and see
Open the bible, read!
Pray for wisdom and understanding
Pray for the Holy Spirit to reveal all Truth.
Our only hope of escaping is through Christ Jesus
Our salvation!
Can’t get under it, can’t get over it, can’t go around it, gotta go through it!!
Y’all betta come on!!!
U coming?
#Wakeup
#RepentorPerish
Yeshua is the only way to be safe/saved!
He is the way the truth the life!
He is the door, the pathway back to our Source
The Father of lights/ life…
Choose life so you and your seed may live!
God bless!
Come out!
There are no gray areas to hide in the Kingdom of God
Either you in or you out
Either you hot or you not
Either you filled with the Holy Spirit or the demonic!
The Holy Spirit gives life and power
The demonic takes it away
Do not be deceived
#Wakeup
#Getout
Babylon’s fallen!
“Oh, that you would tear the heavens open and come down — at your Presence the mountains would melt, as fire sets brushwood alight, as fire causes water to boil — to make known your name to your enemies, and make the nations tremble at your Presence…” (Is.63:19).
My heart’s cry is for those who don’t understand their need to be rescued…I pray you’re understanding is enlighten and your heart soften.
And for those who do know, be still and know! Get low stay low, When this passover, you will remain!
#mentalhealth
#depression
#oppression
#jesussaves
#freedom
Trust God He got this!!!
#Rejoice
We gonna make it!
#Godbless
#iLoveu
SCREAM SHOUT YELL it out!